Saturday, August 21, 2010

Greenish blue

It's weird to feel weak and sad, just because someone is not around. But, it is valid to feel weak. This feeling is being caused by me, not my surroundings. I'd like to understand it better.

The beast is here, her master is gone. The beast feels sad, and it's easy to feel sorry for the beast. I then feel like the beast feels.

Physical companionship does something to a person, especially when it is constant, intense, new. Then, one gets used to it, and when it is gone, it is hard to understand what it was.

The time to feel this particular way is now. No booze in the system, no friends hanging out. There is plenty of time to feel less intense, and plenty of time to do things that take the mind off of it.

The weakness is interesting. Something new. It will be gone soon enough.

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